To much of a good thing or even a bad thing is not good for you. You must know your your limits and know when to say no and walk away. There is a lesson in everything and in this situation as well. Call upon your guides in both the upper and lower worlds to give
to give you strength to move on from this habit that is not for your greater good. The angels will help you get over the heaviness and help you forgive yourself. Let it all go and enjoy the weight that has been lifted from you. If anyone deserves your love and loyalty it’s you. So give yourself what you deserve and enjoy your new self.